i think for once.. i'm speechless. well, wordless. i'm not sure what to say today. just because there is so much on my mind. today my schedule was as follows:
5:40- wake up
6:40- walk to school
6:45-6:50ish- 1:40 school
1:40-1:50 run home change for softball
1:50-2:25 lessons
2:30-2:45 gather everything for softball head out to the field
2:50-5:00 softball practice
5:15 shower
5:35 eat dinner
6:00 get ready for viewing
6:15 head to pick-up SAT practice scores
7:15-8:30 attend a viewing
8:30-10 homework
10-10:45 blog
11 lights out
it's a vicious cycle that ends in death. there are times when i wish i could just stop everything. no deadlines. no times that i need to be anywhere. just time to myself.
maybe my thoughts are incorrect but it seems like some adults have the capability to do that. just stop all of the work and say 'right now that doesn't matter.' and maybe it's true that the work never really ends. maybe this is part of my control issue. a little perfectionism. a little over done.
just breathe. and enjoy the spring air. much love and peace, dmaloney
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